I love Him

Put my ear to the seashell and drifted into isolation as i stared back at the ocean...i heard an angel say go to him right away...and all i came to know...was different somehow...because i love him now.

Sure...i know things have been rocky but that doesn't mean...he doesn't love me..and i was so stupid to think...my feelings would just melt away...i can't deny i think of him...every single day.

Beautiful...he's so beautiful to me...oh how i love him...he is everything...the moon and stars would not exist...the earth would fall out of alignment...pain would breed...if he wasn't near me.

I can't help but sigh...did i do something wrong? Would it help if i wrote him a song...cause i get butterflies everytime he walks my way...my mind gets hazey...theres so much to say...but damned if i say nothing and he looks away with those calm eyes...and i just break inside.

I love him...but will he ever know...i let hot sand drift between my toes...i walk as fast as i can...trying hard not to think about him but i can't....he's the one who treats me best...i love him more...i hate him less...please try to understand...its been a while since i had a man and now theres one in front of me...and to God be the glory cause i don't know what else i can do

I love him...and the words drip off my lips...like fairy dust in the wind....with him..chilvary isn't dead...theres no more empty...no depression....no sadness...yet..from his voice i hear nothing...maybe silence is golden...but to me...its deadly

Does he even care for me...i guess I'll never know...and minutes turn to hours and summers turn to snow...and i will learn patience and wait for the day...he comes back to me...and love will grow viciously...rapidly...steadily

In my heart..i know how this story ends...but i can't think about that today...i have to give him space...i have to see...if he will miss me...but if he doesn't then he never cared...and i was just a toy...i was just there..

As i step onto the boardwalk...my mind goes to another place...every man has his face...so i try hard to clear my head...because this is what couples go through...thats what the tarot cards said...and love is love and it will manifest..this is him..putting me to the test...but i am so broken

I love him...more than i could ever say...i can't deny i think of him...every single day.