I'm Sorry 2

I can't breathe...breathe for me...blow life into me...so i can smell your cologne one more time...so I can lay at your side and be one with your sheets...under you..on top of you...wrapped up in you...help me..please

Let your fingers interlock with mine...don't dwell on time...dwell on this moment...keep this moment...let me be a memory at least...anything to have a piece of you...I'm starving for your kiss...but you got me begging for your lips

To be wanted...is in your DNA...you lust for my want...every single day

What did i do...what can i do...to get you to notice me...must i drink and smoke...and choke on fumes...must i dress in barely nothing...show my skin in the afternoon's...wear weaved braids and expensive shades...act ghetto but
innocent...

Or is it not good enough? Do you want blood...here...take it..i don't need it...i need you...and when you look at me...its like you know me...you reach just enough not to touch me...am i trapped in the friend zone...will i ever get the chance to make you moan...

Am i doomed to want you...how evil is love...I want to scream in your ear..let you know i am here...but your blind to my affections...i thought we had a connection...

You seem to be..getting pleasure by teasing me...with your sexy clothes and sexy body...your sweet gestures...your chocolates and flowers...all your time...all your hours...and yet you won't touch me...are you heterosexual or asexual...are you into me...cause i need to know

Each night..i stay awake...whats the point of sleep...it'd just make me live longer...be tortured longer...I'd rather just fade away...then cry all night..all day...with your riddles and puzzles...mind games and whispers

You enter my mind....with demonic invasion...give me a lobotomy or trepanation...let me become a zombie...and see whats on the other side of the stars...be in my quiet place...drift off into the dark...maybe i'll find a home there....i can't be here...not like this

Tell me...am i ugly? Do you not want me? Is this going to turn into something? Oh...i feel defeat...I'm sorry...i am done fighting....your free to love someone else so i can be free to love myself...

But as quickly as i walk away...here you come beside me...laying your head on my lap...you come to me.. Just like that...telling me your story...and what can i do but be there for you...in the past..someone must've beat you..traumatized you...hurt you...

I'm sorry