another four letter word

Each pen stroke
Honest as a death note
Cause the thought of you and I
Like suicide
For us I’d leave it all behind
Can’t believe your always on my mind like my fucking anxieties
My paranoia and personality feels like it’s dividing me
And I’ve never been good with math
Why do we want, what we couldn’t have
I wish we could have laughed
At our misfortune and insecurities
I find beauty in our impurities
Fuck perfect
Is her touch worth it
Hopefully we’ll see in time
I feel like a mime
in a city park
Grasping at air, barricaded by the invisible walls no one can see but us
Is there really nothing between us
Look if I got you im gonna lift you up
And won’t put you down like a good book to read
Damn I wish you could see the way you look at me