fallen tears

fallen tears
im looking at white walls  
faded handwriting  
keep thinking about the past  
but i gotta stay strong no matter what
face the crowds of unknown faces
put the puzzle together piece by piece
connect the unjoined pieces  
i have to face my fear
tears going down my face like rain on a cloudy day
trying to stay but i always get played  
familiar faces surrounding but doubting
taking chances but counting the days go by
tick tock tick tock here we go now  
its like a track
people telling me i gotta hit the sack
trying to stay strong like i dont belong
making a song to eas the pain  
trying not to go insane
trying to stay tame
its just not the same
trusting multiple people thinking
there going to help me
but instead they just doubt me