Drop

Drop me.
Drop me like a bomb.
It's not worth the effort,
that no one cares for.
Not worth the stress,
building and raging.
Exhausting and deteriorating,
it may not be worth anything.
So drop me.
Yell.
Scold and scorn.
It's not worth it,
if that's how you feel.
Wasn't it ever enough to try?
To keep strong and go on?
Wasn't it enough!
To be acknowledged?
No. it's not worth the mess,
the mass of emotion,
I'm not sane enough.
A losing battle.
It's not enough,
It's not worth it.