Idiot is Me

I guess I don't know the meaning of maturity
So much pain and I couldn't realize, I'm just a dummy
I'm in no shape to try and be with somebody
There's no reason for me to try and date
I'm so fucking immature, I push so fucking far
I should have never tried in high school
There was no one there for me
This time it'll be different
Fuck women
All I need right now is to get through this
Keep myself afloat and ready for graduation