It's gone

You no longer felt the same as me.  My heart now alone to feel the despairing ways of loneliness.  How was I suppose to feel, it just seemed unreal.  I thought we would always be together, that it would be forever.  By myself to live with the thoughts, that happiness just can't be bought.  My mind is lost, I'm trying at all costs, to feel whole again, never will I mend.