Opposing Voices

I looked deep inside myself
The night you saw me at my darkest
I made the call, I had no choice
Nothing new was said
The same thing, but here came a new voice
One of love, of peace, of hope
Whispering in my ear sweet nothings

Alongside came negativity
Starting out with bellows and scream
"Kill yourself" It keep telling me
"Stupid, wasteful, hopeless"
It won't give up
And I try not to give in
But the noise is so loud
I can't ignore him

I'll keep myself alive for you
The voice of positive words
It keeps me calm
It makes me feel loved