My Feelings

As I Sit Here Contemplating..

Wondering If Anyone Is Relating..

My Mind And Heart Debating..

Over Just The Past..

How It Left Me In A Cast..

But Nothing To Serious...

It Just Leaves Things Mysterious..

Like Do I Deserve All The Pain..

Obviously Cause Its All The Same..

Game After Game..

Name After Name..

Tears Mixing With Rain..

Nothing To Gain..

Driving Down The Express Lane..

To Pain And Stress..

Leaving Me Like A Mess..

I Shouldve Known I Guess.

I Dont Think Nothing Less.

Its Like Idiot Is Written On My Face..

Continuously My Heart Feels Out Of Place..

It Beats At An Irregular Pace..

Sometimes It Just Starts To Race..

Sometimes It Beats As Slow As A Snail..

Leaves My Skin To Turn Pale..

Making Me Feel Like Life Is An Epic Fail..

I Feel Like I Shouldnt Breathe..

Lost My Will To Believe..

To Much Stress And Depression To Relieve..

To Strong To Grieve..

So I Just Get Up And Wipe It On My Sleeve..

But Im Taking Express Lane To It All Again..

Like Way Back When..

Only I Know Then..

I Promised I Would Never Go Back..

Didnt Want To Go Back To That..

But Its Like My Life Is On Repeat..

I Keep Getting Handed Defeat..

Happiness And Me Will Never Meet..

So As My Words Spill On Concrete..

And My Thoughts Spill In The Street..

I Wonder Will This Finally Change..

Once Upon A Time It All Felt Strange..

But Now Its A Familiar Feeling..

Pain And Agony Is What I Keep Concealing...

But I Just Let It All Out...

So Now You What My Feelings Are About...