R.I.P Grandpa ( July 6th, 1927 - January 19th, 2011 )

On January 19th My World Began To Vanish...
Left Me All Alone To Manage...
But On That Day My Biggest Inspiration Was Taken Away..
And I Have Not Been Myself After That Day...
Nothing Or Nobody Could Change The Emotions I'm Feeling..
The Feelings I Try So Hard To Keep Concealing..
But It's Time To Show Exactly How I Feel..
It's Time To Remove The Seal..
It's Time To Show What My Emotions Are About..
It's Time To Just Get Them Out...
It Was January On The 19th Day...
My Life Changed In A Drastic Way...
I Lost My Idol My Hero..
I'm Still Living But My Days Are Not Clear Though...
When I Got The News That He Past...
My Heart Started Beating Fast...
And Just Sunk To My Belly...
Wasn't Listening To The Things My Mother Was Trying To Tell Me...
I Thought It Was A Dream So I Kept Blinking My Eyes...
But Then I Finally Came To Reality And Knew He Was In The Skies...
I Knew He Would Look Down Over Me...
But That Is Not The Way I Want It To Be...
I Want To Still See His Face And His Smile...
But That Won't Be For Awhile..
So All I Have Is The Memories We Shared...
The Feeling Inside The I Knew He Cared..
I Remember Us Sharing The Same Air..
Now I'm Down Here And He Is Up There..
Looking Down On The Family He Had To Leave...
Watching All Of Us Grieve...
I Know He Is Watching Over Me As I Write This...
Seeing Me Struggle To Try And Describe This..
My Heart Is Beating Extremely Fast At This Moment...
Cause I'm Missing The Man That Owns It..
He Will Always Have My Heart Now And Till Forever..
I Wish We Still Had Time To Spend Together...
I Wish You Were Still Here It Would Be Better...
I Wish I Could've Said I Loved You Just One Last Time..
But Now Its Wandering In My Mind...
So Pop I Love You Ever Since The Day I Was Born..
And I Love You After The Day We Had To Mourn...
Pop You Are My Hero Now My Guiding Light..
But Without You Here It Just Doesn't Feel Right..
I Love You Pop And I Miss You So Much...
Some Day I'll Once Again Feel Your Touch...