How could you?

How could you say that you love me and then easily stop? what about the time, rational feelings and the tears that i dropped , on your shoulder which i use to cry on and your chest i use to lie on just too hear the sound of your heart beat so softly as if you were laying on a cloud. Its so crazy how the word "LOVE" can be so small in letter but mean so much of a word cause when you said you needed space it some how occur to me that it wasn't love you felt it was unsatisfaction and I would sit and look lost as if I didn't know what happened because I didn't, I really thought that you was happy but the tears that I cried you didn't try to ask me, I just let the tears fall but you could never see them because i was crying on the inside like i wasn't really breathing but it was you all along the one I really vouched for its like you build a wall up in my face with pieces of regret and more. I ripped my heart out of my chest and handed it to you and you just threw it on the ground and smothered with your shoes like it meant nothing to you that I was hurting and the saddest part of all is that I really didn't deserve.