String me along like an arrow

1.
I called it a long shot
sling shot
turtle on the roof
they all called me a liar
but
the fact stands
that i have no proof

2.
i thought i could save you
from your monsters
so
i couldn't
save you from me

conjuring

with my coven of
warlocks words

3.
these sites and
sounds
shape my
breaking heart
i cannot bring myself
to tell her

tilt
my
world
on a summer sound

4.
these
cold
wet
leaves
breed the disease
that rots
in my
intestines
crouching among the murder

dissection
comes all too soon

5.
crazy as a goose
with a gavel
throwing judgements
like javelins

this winter worries me and my feelings
to give a gift
or gift the truth of hurt

i asked for a table
to break bread

and hearts at