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You’re the only one that can make me feel this way
Please don’t let me go astray
I’m thinking about you on this day
In this cold dark room of mine
Really really trying to be fine

You’re the only one I want to fuck
Being with someone else would really suck
Guess I’m so out of luck

My heart is so weak
My body is weak
My soul is weak too
All I can do is weep

It is okay to cry
I’m going to cry till I can’t cry anymore

I never thought it’d be the first person I love that’d do this to me
It was really stupid of me to give you my heart
To put my feelings in your hands
To trust you with my life

All because of what?
Intellectual differences?
Anybody can stimulate you intellectually
But nobody can love you the way I did

In years to come you’re going to look back
You’re going to ask yourself this,

“Was it worth it?”
The answer is no it wasn’t worth it

My love for you is holding me back from cursing you
I can’t let that stop me
I curse you this day
No
I rebuke it baby
I bless you this day
May you find what you’re looking for
May you learn to make the right decisions in future
One that wouldn’t include losing the love of your life
May you find genuine happiness
May you make your family proud

Just know you’re going to look for me later in life
Guess what?
I’ll be waiting for you
Waiting in your dreams
Waiting in heaven.