Alone (Pt 1)

Alone in the dark I can feel my heart beat
I can't focus as I shiver from head to feet
I use to be so happy where did it all go wrong?
My nails so dirty, beard untrimmed and my hairs' so long
I knew what they did but I still hung out with them for months
I got pressured I thought i'd only do it once
Once turned to weekly then to daily
All I do is stay in my room, so lazy
I get angry for absolutely no reason
Until I have a dose then I feel so greatly
I've been doing this everyday for a year
All of my savings are starting to disappear
I quit my job, my friends no longer exist
I really don't care though they won't be missed
All I want is one more hit
Then I promise to myself that I will quit...




(Part 2 coming soon)