My Immortal

Raging war thats how I feel inside; died D.O.A dying to live seeing the world thru a broken lense Love??? Pain & torture when does it ends
Even Satan was an angel who once was loyal whereas me I'm just a king without a crown #NonRoyal tea in my cup drinking liquor from my flask smiling & nod nodding & smiling parading in my mask
Fuxk you happiness I end my pursuit God Vs Money umm fuck it just give me my loot biting the hand that made me cursing his name cause I believe he's being lazy
For I know he hears my cries as I pop more pills to feed the lies. The deceptions of healing my inception; outcast the darkest path according to the great I am its numbness & pain with a chance of rain qll to make me even more spiritually strong

 but my flesh is weak so I've flown from that course for humanity has no remorse putting out trash destroying my temple as my chest I gasp lit & leaning on the verge of passing out I guess thats better then just spazzing out
No days off "MOTIVE" live for today and not tomorrow sastifaction envying the handicap & there gift of elminating distraction; the freedom from sight the utter silence of being death the parlyzation to feel no pain to be completely numb at its peak
MY PARADISE OWED TO ME IN WHICH I SEEK!