Karma... My beloved

Once I turned the touched to stone
Then break it unto gravel to walk upon
I tread on the backs of others
While they thought I was standing by their side
I evoked fear into the hearts of the meek
Guilt held back by chemical convictions
Convincing her she stood above all my vices
Take back all I have said  
The fumbled words bouncing inside my head
Thrown by tongue unto her soul
Where my touch blackened her unwittingly
My mind was a shovel  
Filled up with the muck of the lies
I tossed it to the side
Where I convinced you I would stand  
All I was  
All I have done
Has caught up to the new me
 
Now karma embraces what I have done  
As my latest lover blows her final kiss
As the coke in her midas touch solidifies my heart once again