do it again

i  was just being me    
   
why is that a strain?
 
I get bored with being around  you  
 I dont help you sweep and wash
 
i start dreaming of the young vixens
   
when you cut  me off
 I  suffer
This fever hits me bad  
makes my   breath hurt  
 
i lived up in your clouds
your pet
 up your mountain High  
 
I slip  just a teeny bit
just being me
 
o crash down
tossed out ofyour land  
and life
   
i am crawling back
begging
promising