Sea

I'm crying, i'm breathing, yeah i'm still fighting the demon with in, it crying out it screaming beging to be released and found. These bodys on the ground I'm shaking remembering the yelling, the shouting, and the pain they been through. I see the blood on my hands I beg for this forgiveness witch I know wont ever be granted . Oh... this weight of this world, this burden of life even the screams of the lost the pain in the night. They felt it, they seen it all this demon in me beging to be set free, and on how I beg god that I will have the strength to keep him back from the sinful world that haunts me dreams. I sit here crying wishing  for a way out, this heavy burden I have, this heaviness to the extent I can only see the blackness of the sea that within me. My mind begins runs wild as I have set this momster free on this world, I gasp as the water slowly  begins to fill my lungs, as the air in my body leave as I'm drown into this wonderful endless blue sea as I can finally  say i'm free.