souls and blood

my soul is dark bleeding what i once loved i feel deep pain
i happily bring it in to consume me i want my blood to flow out i want to die in pain blood every were i love thy blood someone will kill me happily and i shall die happily for blood is all i see and pain is all i feel no love no happiness just pain i cut my self i burn myself all for the sake of me wanting to die love is a story made up for pain is true and dark and gruesome so that's why i am morbid type person