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My mind

People tell me I'm a psycho
Hey! I agree
But at least let me tell you about being me
A phrase might run through my mind
'Hey you're fat eat less'
but I can't act on it cause there is no reason to starve
We are nothing in the universe that holds us at large
So I may waste away or seem totally fine
Whichever makes you worry less about the health of my mind
But at night I fall apart
Silently screaming for a Change in heart
Help me
Help me
I'm on a sinking boat that was created with a hole
Every time I asked to be fixed people say that
'I'm fine'
Or
'You'll cope'
I don't want to cope
I want to scream and shout and say
Yes I'm a psycho so help me for it
Tell teachers tell parents
Take me away but help me for the love of life
This is not a message from a healthy soul
But as far as I know it is
Because adults don't listen
Adults don't care
They say you can tell me anything
Unless They don't know
Unless it burdens them
Then you're left alone in a life that hates you
Guess what!
I hate me too
So for the love of life
Save me