Endless Test

I must attest
That during this quest
I'm feeling depressed and restless
Therefore I confess to you
Therefore I request of you,
Worry not about my mess,
Let my lead my life and rest
So that I may soon pass the endless test.

You know I've tried to quiet my mind
And leave my feelings and fears behind,
But these thoughts inside my brain
Split my chest, release the pain
And I am drained and I can't sleep
And so the morning leaves me weak,
yet I still wake, dread mistake...
I don't think I'll take the endless test.