Hollow

How I can feel this empty feeling.
My own chest swept away into nothing.
This developed in very early childhood.
It can't be unlearned now.
Pain in my mind threatens my body.
How horrible life is.
To feel that way as a small child.
All I see in humanity is pure hate.
I want to destroy all humanity.
Selfishness is a pure rush of pleasure.
Feel the empty torso of life.
You work to be selfish then you die.
None of you deserve to live.
None of you deserve anything.
You should all sink into a ditch.
I only live to kill.
My nihilism is here to kill, kill you all.
This true feeling can't be explained.
But it is the true feeling of life.
I rip at your flesh to patch up my own hollow body.
Thrash you, beat you, naked and ashamed.
I bathe in your fresh blood.
We all have dirty things to hide.
We should all be ashamed of ourselves.
Hidden beneath all of our barriers we are vulnerable, exposed and humiliated.
Smiling is the biggest shame of all.
How appalling to cover up your true selves.
We need war to rid ourselves of ourselves.
Every human death is a step closer to relief.
My hollow pain freed me from blindness.
Now I can only be destructive.
As my body becomes nothing, so I shall mutilate you all.
I will get my way!