From reality to my mind

This is my division from reality
This is where things ain't always what they seem to be

In this world nothing matters to me
I'm just tryna be something better
why cant u see

Im pleading for help but no ones helping me
I'm on my own

Put me in my zone
All these words feel like there choking me

People act like I got a problem with me
But they cant see

They blind to there own ignorance
They cannot even begin to see my significance

Its getting old im getting tired
It  feels like my brain is wired, to implode

Im stuck under all this pressure
Cant even begin to measure
All the thoughts of pain and anger

And im sick of mother F**** that got a problem with me
I'm ready to unleash the beast within me

This it im going all out
I'm not about
To let this opportunity run out

Stand up and shout