Realizing shit doesnt always make you stronger!

I feel like i'm stuck in my mind.
I just hope the world wont leave me behind.
man I just need to unwind.
I've got to find myself,
because to live no longer means im alive.
These fucking walls must be talking becuase man I can hear them.
There saying yeah abby take another pill
God everyone knows you will.
You fake ass bitch,
ain't nothing about you real.
Then I start scream damn and I pop it.
booom! There I go of the wall agian,
is this fucking real or am I dreaming.
Someone help me!
My thoughts are dark.
My mind is blank.
If someone doesn't help I just might die,
so for now ill just live this fucking lie.