Dark Heart

You Never Knew How I Felt  
Because I Was Scared to Trust You  
I Once Wanted to Say I Loved You  
But I Wasn't Sure If You Were Gone Leave Me Too  
I Told Myself Over and Over  
Don't Make The Same Mistake Again  
Wondering Why I Let You In  
Now My Emotions Are Caved In    
I Rather Keep Building My Wall  
Than to See Myself Fall  
For The Same Bullshit  
You Claim to Say You're Different From Them All  
But I Say, I Am Beautiful and Worthy  
And If You Don't See That Right Here  
Then I Need to Prevent You from Hurting Me  
You Guys Better Open Up Them Big Brown Eyes  
Because Those Eyes Realize    
The Real Prize Can't Be Shared With Others  
But Then I Realize I Don't See Change  
And This is Why I Never Show My Pain  
I Just Cant Smile and Fake No More    
Now I Got People Saying I Ain't Been the Same  
You Just Don't Know My Story  
Y'all Just Won't Ever See My Pain  
I Just Hope You Weren't The Same  
But I Was Wrong, and Now I'm Just Numb to Pain  
Don't Chase Me Once I Leave    
Because I'll Be Searching For Self Discovery  
You Just Don't Know How Much You Meant to Me  
Guess You'll Just Have To Watch and See  
The Damage Will Eventually Heal Quickly    
Once You Love Yourself, You Can Do Anything  
And You'll Realize I Was Made Differently