My Fault

My fault you're hurting
My fault you're in pain
But there is nothing I can do
So I will take all the blame.

I wish there was a way I could help
But you say there is no way
You do not know how bad I feel
Is there any way I can make you stay?

I tell you I will do the best I can
But from your heart I am banned.

I cry every last tear
But I know he is here
In a short distance I can hear
"Do not shed another tear my dear."

I cry on his chest
And he tries his best
To keep me from crying
While I listen to you say, "I'm dying.."

Your voice begins to fade
While your grip in my hand becomes weak
I wish you would've let me help
Because this pain I feel will not become bleak.

I continue to cry
As every single day goes by.

I wish I could've stopped you
But I was told there is nothing I could do.

I've always loved you
But you never believed it
I kept on trying and trying
But it came back and on my ass it bit.

I don't know what else I can say
But I wish you could lay where I lay.

My heart falls ten feet
As I sink deep into my seat.

Everyone keeps staring
But no one can see
That it is my heart I am bearing
And a life of pain I will forever lead.

I shed my last and final tear
As I glance at your picture taped to my mirror.

A smile begins to appear on my face
Hoping you are in a better place.