Swallow (intro to The Pill)

Music coming soon!
 
Swallow
Swallow
Swallow the doctor's pill
Swallow the lies
Swallow what makes you ill
Swallow your fear
Swallow what is supposed  
to make your mind clear
 
Swallow
Swallow
Take a sip of this water
It'll make the pill go down smoother
Just cause you have a PHD in psychiatry
Doesn't mean you know what's best for me
Because I'm weird and different
I need to be heavily medicated
That is overstated, outdated, manipulated
A pill won't make me bettered  
I'm fine with the way I am
Tell me my habits are bad for me
Marijuana is bad for me
Pot helps me more then the fucking pill
What you give me just makes me ill
 
I rub my forehead by my third eye
Deep in thought, kill yourself
Kill yourself my only thought
I wonder why I hate what I've become  
this mind somewhere within
What is this blood thirsty voice?
A psychological demons twin
Right now I am on antidepressants
Mood stabilizers, fucking seizure meds
Because apparently I'm bipolar or schizo
Well fucking excuse me but  
I've never had a negative voice like that
In my head except on psych meds
I may be weird. I may be crazy
But I never had the thought  
to kill myself till psych meds
Is that weird is it crazy?
I think I'm just good with words
And extremely lazy
And yes definitely a bit crazy
But I never had thoughts to kill myself
Till I was on psych meds, that's not crazy