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I'm slowly losing my mind
My body is just a shell where i used to reside
I'm far away looking in from the outside
I see everything now but i just run and hide
Run from the truth and reality of the world
Truth is my nightmares and dreams have become swirled
I'm loosing reality don't know what's real or fake
I fall asleep and wake up with the shakes
My mind is so clouded I'm not thinking straight
My heart hurts I'm losing all my faith
I want to stay positive thinking maybe i have the upper hand
But the reality is....you can't keep an un-kept man.....