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Fallen
I feel like such a fuck up
when did it all go wrong?
tried living in the moment
but the moment came and gone
a taste of normality
quickly teared away from my hands
apologies won't make things right
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
I tell myself it'll all be ok
that's just not what I believe
but maybe if I keep moving
I can prove myself wrong
wishing I could just go back
hold on tight to those that mattered
maybe they would still be here
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
every second is like a knife
why must I get out of bed?
all I'm faced with is disappointment
her beautiful face can't even save me
the arms around me feels nice
but it hurts too much to know
I can't give her what she deserves
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
the quiet is like a storm
I'm the storm
wreaking everyone's happiness
I try to lie, saying they need me
guess maybe they do
I just don't know if I'll ever feel
like I felt before
now life just feels down
down, down, down
when did it all go wrong?
tried living in the moment
but the moment came and gone
a taste of normality
quickly teared away from my hands
apologies won't make things right
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
I tell myself it'll all be ok
that's just not what I believe
but maybe if I keep moving
I can prove myself wrong
wishing I could just go back
hold on tight to those that mattered
maybe they would still be here
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
every second is like a knife
why must I get out of bed?
all I'm faced with is disappointment
her beautiful face can't even save me
the arms around me feels nice
but it hurts too much to know
I can't give her what she deserves
now all I feel is down
down, down, down
the quiet is like a storm
I'm the storm
wreaking everyone's happiness
I try to lie, saying they need me
guess maybe they do
I just don't know if I'll ever feel
like I felt before
now life just feels down
down, down, down
Published 16th Aug 2017
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16th Aug 2017 9:44am
Easy is the decent, but some say there is only the way up after you hit rock bottom.
16th Aug 2017 10:51am
Nothing, ever comes easy !
If you want something bad enough, you'll move heaven & earth to ensure that something, or someone, is within your grasp ~ 🌞🌷😎🎈
If you want something bad enough, you'll move heaven & earth to ensure that something, or someone, is within your grasp ~ 🌞🌷😎🎈
Anonymous
16th Aug 2017 1:50pm
The thing about apologies is that I say them for me. To set my soul to rights. Whether or not they accept them is on them. But I did what I could to show I cared. I hope this eases soon and you find some peace. Your words show a vulnerability and a beauty of spirit. You'll find a way through
18th Aug 2017 2:24am
Poignant poetry today from you. Hope everything will turn out alright for you. Wishing you a sunshine of day.
