Dawn (alone with my loneliness)

A dialogue with my loneliness  
She speaks to me through my day  
"Don't kill me with their voices,  
just tell them stay away"  
I feel a spark of harmony  
A virtual assistant  
Her high notes of silence  
are pointing my transistance  
I wonder what my feeling is  
I really can't describe  
A bipolar theory  
of blue and purple vibe  
The sun that's rising in my Troy  
seems lonely in the clouds  
My inner child gazes the dawn  
and walks away from crowds  
Alone wirh my loneliness  
I 'll make her wish come true  
She wants me to get dressed in black  
and make them think it's blue  
She brings me my unknown self  
closer with every sigh  
Each time I let her light appear  
it burns an old veiled lie  
Oh,me I feel I lost my mind  
I feel I've found it all  
Sometimes I think I want to die  
Sometimes I fall in love  
And praise life for what it is  
A miracle in disguise  
of infinite realities  
inside a crystal dice  
Alone with my loneliness  
I run after my shadow  
and separate my consciousness  
from feelings being shallow