UNCOMFORTABLE THOUGHTS

I often have uncomfortable thoughts
Very much so I always get hurt
No matter how much I smoke
It's always there trying to make me choke

As they say your thoughts become actions
Around my people my actions become questioned
You might think I'm the one faking
I'm the realist,I just got my internal issues

These words here seem to be the hardest to write
I hope the pain I feel will inevitably go away with no doubt
When I walk the streets I often feel I was not meant to be in this life
People look at me and I think it's me they despise

I used to put on a mask just to see them smile
But it was me who was unhappy,it was all a lie
Now this is me without a mask,I feel so alive
My uncomfortable thoughts will soon fade away keep that in mind