Broken Hearts & Burglaries

Im burned out and barely awake, I've been up for most of the last two days, gettin spun out, puttin in work, hittin licks and tryin to hunt down an old grudge who got his self into debt with my partner.

Scored an old revolver on the lick I hit the other night, got it stashed in case I need it.

Things have been going great until about 10:30 tonight when the girl I've been hooking up withs brother called and said that her baby daddy got out of the pen tonight...

We were both catching feelings, but the news of his release is messing with her head and her heart. And her sudden hesitantcy has me feeling depressed and angry..

I wanna get high but unless I use the pistol to go robbin or hit another lick I won't be able to. I spent my last $5 on a pack of cigs shortly after she told me her ex was out.

There's a lil dope whore a few blocks away that I met yesterday when I was trying to get hold of the guy who owes my homie money.

If I go there and this chick finds out she's going to be pissed, and she'd find out for sure because her sister lives in the apartment next door

This is what I get for catching feelings for her, but we just click so well, we've been friends for a few years now, and taking the next step just intensified the feelings I already had for her.

Love is a loaded gun, cocked and pointed in the face of a man who's money I intend to take to feed my demons for one more night.