For The Millionth Time

For the millionth time
I want you to plunge into my depths
And taste my soul
Explore what I'm made of
Look up at me with those
Sad blue eyes of yours
Filled with anger, sadness, lust
Loneliness
Just like me
For the millionth time
I want you to tell me those
Three little words
Let them be the sweetest honey
I've ever tasted
As they roll off your lips
For the millionth time
I need to envelop me into your embrace
The one so inviting
The one which smells of masculinity
And your favorite cologne
An embrace that holds my pieces together
For the millionth time
I want you to run your fingers across my cheek
A touch that could kill
But also caress
Capable of unspeakable damage
And brushing your thumb across my lower lip
For the millionth time
I need you to kiss me
And hold my body close to you
I want to feel you want me
Let your tongue come on over
To join mine
For the millionth time
I will wish I was the one
You fell asleep with every night
The first face I would wake up to
Was yours
But all I can do is wish I was
Her