Cry

I can feel the tears behind my eyes
My body won’t allow myself to cry
Repressed my feelings for far too long
I’m in love with the person I’ve molded myself to be

Surprise me as I turn the corner
I’d rather not expect a thing…how boring
Try to make me scream I dare you
You will fail…I thrive off fear

I need to cry
In love knowing not one tear will escape
Music I listen to when I’m angry
Takes all my feelings away

This isn’t prose
Rather disorganized words from my twisted mind
How the fuck did I end up this way?
Better question, why am I showing you this?

Anger too much to repress
Punch my hand through the wall
Fuck do I feel better
All my pain is gone

Laugh with me…I am numb.