Contumely

The difference between you & I
lies in the way you've attempted
to emulate me. He doesn't know
whether he's coming or going
because he can't discern whether
he's the fool that loves you, or me.

Well. You can have him because
I've already been there and done
that and I don't chase men
like a pathetic needy succubus
when I know there are plenty
of other decent gentlemen
that know how to treat a lady.

The difference between you & I
is that I know my self worth
and you're still stuck in a timewarp
trying to be someone and something
that you will never be.

I walked away from a marriage and an
abuser with nothing but my sanity and a
suitcase of clothing. You, on the other hand, revel in the disdain that he proffers. You're content being abused by a man that despises you until you find another fool to fool.

So. Fuck you, and I hope you know that you deserve every moment of misery he puts you through ! Afterall, you contributed to shaping the man that he is over the past 2 decades. No man is cruel by default, oft he is made that way.

I hope you learn how to be less of a lying & cheating cunt, one day ! If not for your screwed up husband, then for the sake of your children, instead of blaming him for the way he reacts to you.