Cheek Biter

Dead silence in between,
Not enough to go around.
Lived here for a while,
But what do I know.
Monkeys kill to pass time,
Light just covers the darkness.
Memories map out your future,
So we control the outcome.
Can't run from who I am,
And I never chose this.
Sobriety is my new best freind,
Melodies maintain my actions,
Separating and sorting emotions.
Curiosity gets my fate ready,
Compulsive cheek biting worsens.
Just how strong am I?
Light up and inhale the pain,
Exhaling so my destiny will be rearranged.