Pesticide

Suffering from physical exhaustion
bite me with this mental shooting
It tastes of pure pesticide

and I think about it
whether anybody really is on my side
insecurity is my worst impurity
and no matter how hard I hide
All I taste is pure pesticide

I need to change
because I'm self aware
of my faults and my self destruction
now isn't that strange

I will push further
I'll take it in stride
So one day I forget the taste of pesticide