what do you see?

I look at you
until you say “stop”
I look at you again
until unbalanced
you say “stop” again
I look at you once more
in attempt to memorize
these lines
that move me
you know
I notice everything
there to be revealed
or not to be revealed
I notice…
all details
turning this dream
into hyper realistic truth
I see
and tremble
at the thought
of turning my glance away
all those provocations
age
marital status
kids or no kids
my parents
your parents
her parents
I don’t even blink
confronting those
…but I notice
this feeling
relentlessly
preparing to engulf me
I sink
irreversibly in you
scared
shitless
what do you see