Mad Crazy

The thought of what you did is making me insane
And the worst thing is I always say your name.
Put you played me like a game,
And you and had your own rules.
And you had all the tools.
My thoughts,
My feelings,
and the most important one,
My heart.
And you took advantage of it and tore it all apart.
I almost ended something that most people dream of getting a second chance at.
But then I took a second glance.
Its been almost 4 months now!
Wow.
I am really stuck to you.
But how could this all work out?
I shout want to scream and shout!
At the top of my lungs.
But who cares about me?
Don't you see?
It's not about the things you did.
It's how you did them.
Just blocked me out of your world.
Without no word.
So right now,
I want you to know,
That I'm showing you the door.
Even though you already saw it;
And left.


(Okay, not the best poem ever BUT my goal was to write a poem on here doing free write.)
(If your confused about the poem, this guy liked me and he found out I liked him and then he just stop talking about me... like completely. And we haven't talked since... he blocked me out of his world.)