meltdrown

in the tense sense
as if a storm is coming
the exquisite sharpness
of the amethyst blade
reaches to the bone
penetrates the medulla
cuts through the bone
bisects the red marrow
disabled by the shock putting those
anti-emotion cells in havoc

anxiety
doubts
dismal thoughts
what if…
it’s all a dream
wake up and it dissolves
or just a percertion distortion
then disilusionment
meltdown implodes
turns me into a man of need

the romantic
the santimental fool
the еasy prey
betting his trust
how not to scare away
or overthrottle
into heart crash
and override the fears
with seeds of love
in unsafe territories

I will explore you slowly
and methodically
every discovery
claimed and documented
in verse and poetry
emotions
the fragments in your head
flashing at the rate
of your excitement
in the heated instant of this dream

I’m drowning there
staring at you and that beautiful face
now immersed in thoughts
eyes wide open shouting at you
as the last bubbles of air
travel in your direction
through the crystal clear water
“Come here, let’s learn
and study our abyss…”
together