She was

She
She was my bestfriend
She was to her boyfriend kiss me
I was so stupid to kiss him back
I hate myself
It was my fault
She don't trust me anymore
I wish she did
I miss her
I want her to be my bestfriend again
But that just a dream
Never gonna be true
I know that
I know that becuz I kiss him back
Becuz of myself I hate me
I miss my bestfriend
She was always here for me
But now
Now is she gone
She may have a new bestfriend
I don't know
We don't talk anymore
Her boyfriend is my bestfriend too
Thats why its much harder then people think
Its to hard for one person to take it
I cry
Cry every night
Becuz I lost my bestfriend
The only friend I really trust
I wish I never had kissed him back
I wish
But it don't help
It never gonna be fine again
Never
It was to much
To hard
A kiss
Her boyfriend just kiss me
I tried to stop him
I said no
He don't listen
He just kiss me
I tried to turn away but he hold me
He kiss me
Just becuz he want me to hit him
I told him how much it would hurt
He don't listen
He never do
Its hard to think on
Hard
I hate myself
Every day I see in the mirror I seee the person I hate...
Me

Blondi