Never Ending Tears

A tightness in my chest
Unable to catch my breath
Waiting to know the truth
Sorrowful words won't cease

Where am I
Where is the me you know
I want to smile and laugh
I want to continue to grow

A chapter has closed
A new page turns
Will I come back from the dead
I hear you I really do

An exchange of words that hurt
Soft sensual words that should ease pain
I hold my breath
I fear drowning

I want to be there
I want you
I want our friendship
I fear failing in my promise to you

Hold me
Comfort me
Put me at ease
And the tears flow again