Damned in disguise

Scanning the earth
I've been searching in vain,
soaring through chasms
wedged deep in my brain.


Endlessly craving
one day I will find,
one special someone
not fearing to be with -
in my mind.


In deepness and sickness,
I seek introspection,
transfused with amusing
creative intention.


Percolating and brewed
in a toxic filled brain,
insanity looms next
to genius domain.


My longing for capture
of your inner force,
is coursing through veins
with a raging remorse.


Slowly approach you
afraid you may break,
if I was to hold you
would your life I take?


Can't control lighting
of festering storm,
fear of hands crushing
while keeping you warm.


Trust when I say that
I pray with my heart,
you could see through
me and into my dark.


I'll be your lover who
serves you eternally here,
I'll be each man and creature
that lurks in your fear.


You say you can handle
my brand of insane,
but darling you don't
even know my true name.


First you must find me,
look deep in my eyes,
I'm Angel of Darkness
the damned in disguise.