living through your letters

you left me the other night
i hope that your alright
i keep thinking about you
i don't know what to do
it's only been a night
i promised i would keep up the fight
but i can't sleep i can't dream
the moon never quite beamed
i can't wait until you come back to me..

LETTER..
Dear Jeff
new york has been great
i wish you were next to me
i never knew how cold it was here though
i'm sure your happy i'm gone
no more yelling or fighting
it was the best thing i could do for us
let me explore the world
then we will see where life takes us
well have a good night love you.

i'm living in your letters that you wrote me
i can't take these sleepless nights
nothing ever seems right
i was so close to making you mine
now i can't take your goodbye
as lovers break up
life keeps on going by
i hate not having you here
every night i shed a tear
i can't believe it's been a year
please come back to me

LETTER
Dear Jeff
wow it's been a year
i'm in california now
new york was way too much for me
how's life been for you?
i hope your doing well
i know you been waiting for me
but i kinda found someone here
sorry i hope i didn't hurt you
i can't keep leading you on
i just need a break from us
i'm sure you understand
your a great person
but i gotta move on
well got to go byee

my heart has sunk
now that we're done
there's no reason to write this
i been living through your letters
i forgot how to really live
it's gonna be so hard
but i hope he treats you better then me
i should of given you my hands and feet
but now that we're done
i'll read your letters
like it was a book
i bet you haven't given mine a look
living through your letters.