Just something I wrote

I shouldn't lie
I shouldn't cheat  
I shouldn't steal but fuck it  
 
I shouldn't have being with you at the top of my bucket list.  
I mean you fine but you ain't mine  
Everyone says I'm wasting my time  
And I shouldn't do that either  
Well Time is money, life's a bitch and Father Time made me meet her.  
 
I shouldn't drink  
I shouldn't think  
I shouldn't be by myself.  
I shouldn't remember your favorite color is pink  
I shouldn't ask you for help.  
 
I shouldn't kill, that's against God's will.  
I shouldn't put my faith in dollar bills.  
I shouldn't envy  
But then my heart's empty and I think that's a spot your boyfriend's girlfriend can fill.  
 
I shouldn't let you get closer,  
I shouldn't have you coming over,  
I shouldn't show you my broken heart,  
But to fix it..... How do I know You don’t have the part?  
 
Sometimes the truth don't rhyme.  
Sometimes the truth don't work.  
Sometimes lies are called white to make ‘em seem right.
All the time the truth hurts.