Betraying Body the Sequel

"Who are you and what do you want from me?"
I asked.
he said in a deep tone " you already know"
I haven't been with a man in a while and if I was feeling horny I never imagine it being like this
I was going to be a victim .
he starred  at me like a man who hasn't  eaten for days
Eager and ready to devour me
 
I said nothing  
maybe the appearance of superiority will distant him away
I was sure it was about control  
why else was there force
I wasn't willing to give him that power  
so I stood my ground
 
he moved a little closer to me  
I was sitting on the bed
he then put his hands on my legs
 
I was afraid. I had only heard  things like this happening to other people but never me.
I could tell that he knew he was in control .  
I couldn't remember where I saw him but he looked familiar.
he was watching me all this time
 
He then try to come on top of me
"get off me! get off me!" I said
I claw into his face but he got mad at me
I was hit across the face violently
I knew that he had already won at overpowering me
A mere female like me no strength of a man.
 
who will I become now  
and why did my body enjoyed it  
I despise myself  
the way it feels without me wanting to
 
"Stop !stop !stop !stop!"
I want it to be over but it never will be
in my dream his face will be my constant memory
as for this flesh that has indulge in evil juices  
and has deceived my very mind to believed I asked for it
I hate you the mindless skin that is so easy to compelled..