"The Low Self-esteem Host"

To the girl that's on the other side of the mirror..
I deeply regret my unflattering thoughts and unforgivable words..
I only wish I could think of you before thinking of myself..
I am sorry to have taken resident inside you..
In a way I am happy that you are not self driven..
Somewhere to stay as for a place you do not go ..
For all your pattern is unfulfilled potential..
I see your fight as if I'm watching through a window..
Not much to overcome like a mind without a thinker..
A Long time a go I've been living here..
Your desire to rise seems to be stricken..
Restless words stumbling around in darkness..
I loathe you Fat disgusting creature ..
Nobody wants your lackluster body of an ape..
No appetite worthy to shed light on untouchable skin..
With a voice only a monster could love..
I despise you undoubtedly..
All that you are and all that you could be..
Cunt!.