Earthly  pleasures

The pleasures of flesh come with a helleva price.
Either earthly confinement or eternal hellish life.
Suffering beyond ones imagination.
Pins and needles, needles and pins.
Dammnation  all from earthly sins.
Never does the suffering end.
My own pleasure of flesh will eventually destroy my well-being.
Compulsive masturbation,  me being a complete fiend.
Either daydreaming of a sexy milf.
downloading milf pics wishin for their hairy pussy for me to sniff.
I wish my family would've killed me when i was a baby.
So i wouldn't be sitting here cock in hand just a beating so insanely.
I'm not fit to live, to carry on.
Day in day out , constantly walking around with a 24/7 hard on.
Started collecting porn at age 17.
Had a 10 foot stack of x-rated magazines by the time i turned 18.
Way out of hand.
Way out of control.
My left hand.
Was my destiny to jack away,dreaming  of a big tit ho?
Sluttu and ready.
Jackin like hell,my clothes all sweaty.
All i know is, I've destroyed my soul,polluted my mind.
Porn has consumed me,completely, nowadays porn isn't hard to find.
All thanks to the invention of the world wide web.
All that internet porn, a click away, my lustful desires stay Fed.
Nut after nut,bust bustin nuts, in porn i trust.
Anything else, i don't give 2 fucks.
May the lord help me before my death comes.
Or off to hell i go,where there's no fun.
Till then i'm gonna do what i gotta  do.
Soon lord soon.
Help is needed now,not the next full moon.
The lust demon that plagues me is crazy.
This demon has me fantasizing over every female my eyes see.
So sick and tired of this jerkin off shit.
So sick and tired of using all my socks just so my dick can spit in it.
My cocks standing at attention right now.
I foresee when i'm alone at home,I'll be tempted to TAADOW.
Ha ha ha you know what i'm saying.
Nope,i'm dead serious, not playing.
My walls will be a different shade of white,when my nut goes spraying.
Just a cum slinging madman.
A pervert of a different stature, stop? I be damned.
Even though my pen stops writing my cock in hand i be jerking.
What does the year hold for me?
Maybe permanently blind from jerkin off all so constantly.
Divorced,for the wife can't stand my perverted fat ass daily.
Fuck it, maybe it'll be my time to die,to step into eternity.
At least then ypu can be rest assured.
That my days will end, living for earthly pleasures!!!!