Broken

I can't breathe
This room feels so diminutive
My lungs might collapse
This lack of sleep is exceeding
I feel fainter by the day
What is love; clearly pain
I wish I could say you get what you give
But with you that's not the case
You drain me
You pain me
You consume me in your lies
"I miss you"
"I love you"
How the fuck could you lie
I'm angry
I'm upset
I'm so tired of feeling alone
Where were you when I needed you the most
You're never here when I feel alone
You must not really see it
I'm alone in the most crowded places
Smiles and laughter; I just fake it
I'm dying on the inside
Why can't you see it
I need you
I'm not capable of being on my own
But how do you Know you mean it
"I love you"
"I miss you"
How can you care for the broken
Incapable of repair I sit and collect dust
Dust of the world with all this weight on my shoulders
It's impossible to fix me
I know this is off topic; but I miss your soul
And I pray that one day you can fix my soul