the good guy/ the mosnster that stole my heart

 
just as the begin of my real life starts  
were the world was a new place for me  
everything id seen was new to me  
a good guy came in saying the right words
took me to a place  
made me feel loved,special, and his world  
but then the world that i knew  
grew dark and cold  
i then looked into his eyes  
before i saw love and kind  
and now i see the monster he is  
growing scared...to scared to move  
growing in silents cant even scream  
as the pain starts as
the first hit goes across my face  
then another and another
and the pain gets stronger  
and the hits get worse  
the monster throws me to the bed  
clutching my neck with his hand  
making it hard for me to breathe
tears come out but that doesn't help
everything stars to go cold  
i get light headed almost pass out  
blood on the bed as my nose starts to bleed
paim stops as things go numb  
but the pain still there but i am numb
my chest ,my head, my nose,my stomach,  
and my heart hurts  
hurts so much still even though  
i’m safe home with people who
love and care about me  
it keeps going on inside my head
even though its over
my heart calls out for the good guy
but trembles and is terrified that
i might get the monster again...
so hurt that the monster stole my heart
no matter how bad he is  
my heart wants him forever
please good guy come back  
and let the monster deep within  
go away forever.